Alright so it's been 2 years since my last entry. My god time flies when aren't doing anything significant or relevent for that matter. I suppose it's time for an update.

I moved back stateside, I live in Huntington Beach, California now with my dog, Shiba.
I am studying something that I most likely will end up doing for the rest of my life even though I'd hate for that to happen. I want to do something else but that other thing is frowned upon and disturbingly wrongful in the eyes of my people. I've been broke for 2 months due to my monthly payments are 3 months late, living off bread and water is not fun.

And above all I believe I lost the ability to be descriptive in my writing, be it poetry, prose, song, journal updates and just plain writing. As I'm writing this now I am overcome with distaste and anxiety to just rush it up and click submit without fully giving a plausable journal entry and without getting my points across. I question my hestitance, it leaves me a bit uneasy but I say a certain thing and it might piss off some folks who'll read this, then again I could be completely self centered by expecting anyone will read this.

Ah, what fun it is to have endless and crossing thoughts, overriding each other and paving way for new thoughts to dominate the whole thought process and leave me here, dumbfounded and annoyed.

Now I just feel restless and want to end this because, I'm seeing this as a rant rather than a journal entry. I suppose a journal entry is defined as a rant in a way, I don't really know.

But yeah, that's the skinny..California, Dog, Broke, Studying and working, aaand more mellow infusing desperate music.