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Idle Thoughts.. by Identity-disorder, literature

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Idle Thoughts..

There is a fat man somewhere, who will start to fall. As the seasons change to dust, lost is what will become of all. Near and far the tides will change, to forever sway the ides of march. Whose to be fooled by the unknowing, not we, amidst our kings of the arch. Sadness blooms and dwindles, it curses, cringes and dooms. The wrath of Divinity was brought upon us, ourselves, are to be held lamentable. Trespass unto your pre-relinquished mind, to see why the loudest cries are of the blind. Tread vigorously off your righteous path, only to find that volatility is all the more welcome. The whispering breaths of cruelty, the dying

Losing Me by Identity-disorder, literature

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Losing Me

I'm locked in a cage I'm lost in this place I called home I'm digging my grave Going to where my deamons roam Disguising my pain but deep down it's always the same I'm drinking away I cry out and hang my head in shame I feel myself fading away I've lost who I am I've gone astray Everyday I bleed but you cant see blinded by your own vanity I cant see myself I hide behind these sealed doors I'm sinking below drifting away to distant shores Life has passed me by I have no one else to lean on I'm Breaking Away Afterall I guess Im not that strong I feel myself fading away I've lost who I am I'm all decay

The flames still burn by Identity-disorder, literature

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The flames still burn

We said we'd rather die young than live to see old age, but i guess we all moved on and turned another page things that meant so much, seem so far away no use in regreting what we left in yesterday woke up one day and realized things were so strange what we once believed in, non of us could arrange did we give up and not live up to our dreams? just another bunch in the crowd or thats how it seems can we go back to where it all started? never got a chance to know we had it when you shut one eye and you open up the other you realize life passed you by too quickly we're like a flame in a dark place we wont burn out no we

My Demise by Identity-disorder, literature

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My Demise

looking back at my past life, thinking to myself Where did i go wrong? when did i start taking hits from a bong? waiting in my cold, silent and empty room for a release all i hear is a clock ticking, water dripping from a faucette sound of tobacco burning loudly as i take another drag, i shiver knowing its killing me slowly, im ready for my bodybag, why do people fear what i embrace? everywhere i go im out of place i always hated who i've become, i lost who i really am just a nothing, a nobody, a waste of flesh and blood hopefully i'll belong where im going, back to where it all started my only comfort will be, lying 6 fee

Sorry.... by Identity-disorder, literature

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Sorry....

Bruising your brain with my past A life i wish to forget Yet it still haunts me like my own shadow Whispering in my ear ..Die Losing my grip on life Not knowing what comes next Suffered for too long Awaiting my release Yet ive been touched by you Forgot how to die Accepting life for the first time Wanting to live again Moving on and forgeting Away from everything i've ever known But all the things i do or speak Can never say how sorry i am For pushing you away

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Behind The Smoke.. by Identity-disorder, literature

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Behind The Smoke..

Stepping out of the shadows, light shines bright piercing my eyes. Awake from my eternal absence, staring through the smoke. Glancing back at a long dark road, leaving everything behind. Stones and pipes on the ground, dead-like fists clinching needles. Greatfull for every breath i take, for having a second chance. For the craving still lingers poisoning my body, leaving me scarred for life. Yet the light at the end of the tunnel, suddenly over shadowed by hate. Rounding for a daily session, of pain and abuse, its an obsession. The begining of every peaceful day, ends with a gruesome torture. My best friend happens to be,

Sorry.... by Identity-disorder, literature

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Nature's Story by Teknosphere, literature

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Nature's Story

i sigh as i gather my things to leave. clutching a stack of books i push the unusually heavy door and step outside. something doesn't feel right. the fallen leaves silently swirl around me. my feet make no sound as i make my way down the steps of the old library. at the bottom, i stop. the bleakness of the textureless white sky the brisk wind tugging at my clothes the smell of decaying leaves and grass. nature is mourning. the beloved summer is fading away leaving death in its wake and a sun that favors the southern horizon teasing the once green land with what little warmth it gives. the emptiness is already

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Deviant for 18 years
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Poop.

Current Residence: Huntington Beach, California.
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Print preference: Colored.
Favourite genre of music: Blues, Jazz, Rock, Metal and Oldies.
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Favourite style of art: Poop Paintings
Operating System: Cardiovascular System
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Shell of choice: The Crawfish are exquisite.
Wallpaper of choice: Random
Skin of choice: I like pasty skin, although bronze sometimes is just fandoodle.
Favourite cartoon character: That guy with the moustach and earring from Family Guy
Personal Quote: "I'm sorry, I had beans for lunch."

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Captain Morgan

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Lord of the Rings...The Freddy and Sully Remake.

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Too many...

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Dana Shaban

Favourite Games

Cellphone Golf

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PS3 but I don't have one :( Contact me for Donations :D

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I always liked the corkscrew..

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Reading, Writing, Watchin t.v.(if availabe), mingle with my other personalities, Pee in public TP&#0

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Identity-disorder

Apr 9, 2009

Update? Possibly.

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Alright so it's been 2 years since my last entry. My god time flies when aren't doing anything significant or relevent for that matter. I suppose it's time for an update. I moved back stateside, I live in Huntington Beach, California now with my dog, Shiba. I am studying something that I most likely will end up doing for the rest of my life even though I'd hate for that to happen. I want to do something else but that other thing is frowned upon and disturbingly wrongful in the eyes of my people. I've been broke for 2 months due to my monthly payments are 3 months late, living off bread and water is not fun. And above all I believe I lost t

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Identity-disorder

Mar 20, 2007

Devmeet KSA

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Well...Well.... DEVmeets have started in KSA... what a grea Idea.. I say we have a bigger DEVmeet.. All deviants in Riyadh shall meet with all the deviants in Jeddah, whoever's not chickening out of course, and we meet before the huge canyon on both the Najdi, Hijazi Borders.. and we'll fight to the death!!!! hahahha only the strong survive I say.. wait.. nevermind.. I just want to touch some boobs.. :P

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Identity-disorder

Nov 16, 2006

This Month

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 I know I'm not exaggerating when I say that this has been the strangest, most fucked up month I've ever had.. when eid started, about a month ago, I was just in a strange state of mind it was really odd. I just felt sick of everything for some reason.. I fell asleep on the first day and woke up the third and everything was so damn different.. I was different too according to friends and family. I didn't leave my room for at least a week.. wasnt taking any calls, just didnt feel like it.. it was peacefull but just downright odd because I'd never done anything like that.. I cant stand sitting in my house for more than a day let alone a week..

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Silken-Lashes

Jul 26, 2008

Johnny Bravo's hot.

Lol.

Identity-disorder

Oct 21, 2008

Um...yes, I think so too?

OMG IT LIVES!!!..

of course I live.. I was just hibernating for the summer.

Silken-Lashes

Oct 21, 2008

Lol,you're hilarious.

Identity-disorder

Nov 19, 2008

You're dashing.

I'm straight, honest.

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xXLadyOrchidXx

Nov 23, 2007

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Oct 5, 2007

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Geladrial

Jan 28, 2007

I haven't come by for a very very very very very long time... so hey!!